1. |
Real World
03:47
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Running Face First
Into Hell on Earth
I’ve Tried Pills, I’ve Tried Church
I Think I’d Rather Suffer
I Always Feel Worse
Before I Feel Better
Oh I Crash and I Burn
I Try to Run for Cover
Caught in the Teeth of the Real World
One by One We All Get Mauled
Damn It All, Damn It All
Running Face First
Into Hell on Earth
Taking Turns Getting Burned
I Line Right Up to Get Hurt
I’m Really Not Sure
Trying to Cure My Self Worth
Is Worth All the Trouble
of Being Vulnerable
Caught in the Teeth of the Real World
One by One We All Get Mauled
Damn It All, Damn It All
I Can’t Cope,
I Haven’t Died but I’ve Come Close
I Tried to Breath but I Just Choked
I Felt Your Hands Around My Throat
Oh I Tried to Go Outside
I’m Not Shy, I’m Horrified
of the Taste of the Decay,
It Follows Me Til I Fall
and I’ll Fight to Come Untied
From This Life, I’m Undermined,
Oh It Hits Me Like a Wall
Damn It All, Damn It All
I Can’t Cope,
I Haven’t Died but I’ve Come Close
I Tried to Breath but I Just Choked,
I Felt Your Hands Around My Throat
No I Can’t Cope!
Haven’t Died but I Got Close!
I Tried to Breath but I Just Choked,
I Felt Your Hands Around My Throat
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Life’s a Brutal Shame,
I’m Up to My Eyes in My Usual Misery
Same Thing Every Day,
I Run From Feeling Fucked Til It’s Jumping Me
Throw Me Around Again
Pummeling, Pummeling
My Spirit’s Caving in
Pummeling, Pummeling
as the Fire Surrounds Me,
I Try to Find Ways to Make the Burning Feel Happy
We Don’t Feel the Same Way,
if You’re Really Telling Me Everything Will Be Ok
Throw Me Around Again
Pummeling, Pummeling
My Spirit’s Caving in
Pummeling, Pummeling
Throw Me Around Again
Pummeling, Pummeling
My Spirit’s Caving in Pummeling,
Pummeling Throw Me Around Again
Pummeling, Pummeling
My Spirit’s Bloodying
Pummeling, Pummeling
Pummeling, Pummeling
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3. |
Dying To Live
03:08
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Existing Is Exhausting Already,
but Now It’s Killing, Without You Here With Me
I Need You Here, I Need You Here
I’m Waiting for Something,
I Don’t Know What It Is
but I’m Trying Out Patience,
in Case It’s Happiness
There’s No Peace in My Heart,
It’s All Cold, Numb and Dark
Another Sick Person Just Trying to Get Well
You, Me, Everyone I Know
Been Dying to Live Again
Are You Around?
I Don’t Know Where I Went
Been Dying to Live Again
Are You Around?
Haven’t Been the Same Since
Another Sick Person Just Trying to Get Well
You, Me, Everyone I Know
Everything’s Different and It’s Changing Too Fast,
I Don’t Know What Happened but I Can’t Change It Back
I Need You Here, I Need You Here
Another Sick Person Just Trying to Get Well
You, Me, Everyone I Know
Been Dying to Live Again,
Are You Around?
I Don’t Know Where I Went
Been Dying to Live Again,
Are You Around?
I Haven’t Been the Same Since
Another Sick Person Just Trying to Get Well You,
Me, Everyone I Know
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My Head Spins in Circles, My Body’s Frozen Still
When You Go Home I Withdrawal
My Head Spins in Circles, My Body’s Frozen Still
When You Go Home I Withdrawal
I Nodded Of,
Sinking Into the Bed,
I Almost Asked, Will You Stay Here Again?
Maybe I Could’ve Been Happy Then
Kept the Door Unlocked
So You Could Get Right Back In,
I Should’ve Guessed, That That Would Never Happened
I Just Want You So Bad
a Spare Room for Some Friends
Who Will Never Make It in the End,
I Hear Them in My Head
but I Know I’m Here Without Them
My Head Spins in Circles, My Body’s Frozen Still
When You Go Home I Withdrawal
I Am Sick, for Your Attention, Losing My Will to Live
When You Go Home I Withdrawal
You’re the Ghost That Runs the Halls of My Mind,
I’d Die for One More Minute With You Tonight
My Head Spins in Circles, My Body’s Frozen Still
When You Go Home I Withdrawal
I Am Sick, for Your Attention, Losing My Will to Live
When You Go Home I Withdrawal
When You Say There’s Tomorrow, You Taunt Me With Heaven When You Go Home I Withdrawal
I Am Sick, I Am Sick! Losing My Will to Live
When You Go Home I Withdrawal
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There’s a Barbed Wire Fence Around Happiness,
and I’ve Been Making a Plan to Hop It
I Want It, I Want in
All That’s Missing Is Some Courage
Think I Could Take the Rips in My Skin
I Want It, I Want in
Breaking in
Endorphin
Prison
Been Looking
for What’s
Missing
Held in the Fringes of Happiness
Some Place Far From Here,
a Pool at Night to Disappear
I Want It, I Want in
Use a Needle, Pierce Our Ears,
I Want a Life That’s Less Severe
Breaking in
Endorphin
Prison
Been Looking
Something’s
Missing
Held in the Fringes of Happiness
Somersault
You Smashed a Pumpkin
Off a Cop Car Window,
They Came After Us, We Split Up
Where Did You Go?
I Stay Awake
Cuz It’s Safe
I Can’t Sleep
It’s Doomsday
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6. |
Somersault
03:13
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I Spiral Out of Control
Somersault
Lately I’ve Been Feeling Nothing at All
I Want More
Than This Cruel World Hell Hole
Watching War on My Phone
Like Some Sick World War Porn,
I’ve Picked My Side, but I’m Horrified
the Bad Ones Already Won
Somersault
I Spiral Out of Control
Somersault
Lately I’ve Been Feeling Nothing at All
I Want More
Than This Cruel World Hell Hole
I Can’t Wait
to Disassociate
I Can’t Wait
Face First in the Lake
Take Me Away
Take Me Away
Somersault
I Spiral Out of Control
Somersault
Lately I’ve Been Feeling Nothing at All
I Want More Than This Cruel World Hell Hole Somersault
I Spiral Out of Control
Somersault
Lately I’ve Been Feeling Nothing at All
I Want More Than This Cruel World Hell Hole
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7. |
Happy Face
04:02
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Dopamine Is Hidden in a Lot of Deathly Places,
I Hate It
You’re the Part of Me That’s Missing,
and I Will Always Chase It
I Hate
It’s Toxic
to Be So Positive
Who Put Fentanyl in My Friends Batch?
He Wanted to Feel Happiness
Was That Too Much to Ask?
I Was Making a Happy Face
but It Took All My Strength Away
I Was Making a Happy Face
but It Took All My Strength Away
You and I Were Alive
at the Same Time
I’m Lucky for It
You Showed Me the Misfits
and We Sang Out Last Caress
I’m Lucky for It
I’ll Miss You
I Hope Heaven’s Real
Who Put Fentanyl in My Friends Batch?
He Wanted to Feel Happiness
Was That Too Much to Ask?
I Was Making a Happy Face
but It Took All My Strength Away
I Was Making a Happy Face
but It Took All My Strength Away
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8. |
Overstimulate
03:37
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My Body Still Shakes
From the Day They Took You Away,
I Felt the Shockwaves
From the Ground Being Pulled Beneath Me
Holding on for Dear Life,
Acting Like Mine Is Dear Tonight
Hit My Endorphins
Like a Ton of Bricks
I Am Over Over Stimulated
I Feel Myself Fade,
I Am Spent I Am Just Smiling
My Days Erase,
Someone’s Stomping on the Floor in My Head
Holding on for Dear Life,
Acting Like Mine Is Dear Tonight
Hit My Endorphins
Like a Ton of Bricks
I Am Over Over Stimulated
Small Fires in My Mind,
All Spread at the Same Time
Small Fires in My Mind,
All Spread at the Same Time
Hit My Endorphins
Like a Ton of Bricks
I Am Over Over Stimulated
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Following the Black Cloud That Follows Me,
You Can’t Rain on My Parade I’m Already Sinking
I Fixate on My Agony,
My Mood’s a Swing Set and It's Sent Me Spinning
I Try to Take a Breath,
Got the World’s Hands Wrapped Around My Neck
Asphyxiating
All I Know Is This Vicious Circle
for Better or Worse
I Heal Then I Hurt
and I Can’t Let Go
All I Know Is This Tornado
It Storms Through My Soul,
It Tears Through It All
It Won’t Let Me Go
Borrowing an Old Feeling to Cover the Pain,
Can’t Keep Memories of Only the Good Things
Mistakes to Keep Me Awake
Sweet Amnesia, I Need You Again
I Try to Take a Breath
Got the World’s Hands Wrapped Around My Neck
Excruciating
All I Know Is This Vicious Circle
for Better or Worse
I Heal Then I Hurt
and I Can’t Let Go
All I Know Is This Tornado
It Storms Through My Soul,
It Tears Through It All
It Won’t Let Me Go
What’s It Gonna Take
to Make All This Pain Go Away?
It’s Dizzying
I Feel It When I Fall
I Feel Everything
or I Feel Nothing
at
All I Know Is This Vicious Circle
for Better or Worse
I Heal Then I Hurt
and I Can’t Let Go
All I Know Is This Tornado
It Storms Through My Soul,
It Tears Through It All
It Won’t Let Me Go
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10. |
Smiling
03:45
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I Still Wear Those Same Clothes
From 2012 Every Day, You Know
When Somebody Gives Up on You
the Pain Doesn’t Go Away, and It Tore Me Right Through
I Got a Lot of Misery
to Keep Between My Teeth
Oh
Open My Skull,
Please Let Me Know
When Heaven’s Installed
Oh
Open My Soul,
Scared of Tomorrow
I Can’t Feel Miserable
Anymore
Happiness Came Along,
Every Once in a While
but Not for Long,
Happiness, Oh Happiness,
I Need You Now
Where Have You Gone?
Oh
Open My Skull,
Please Let Me Know When Heaven’s Installed
Oh
Open My Soul, Afraid of Tomorrow Can’t Feel Miserable Anymore
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